Thursday, November 19, 2009

Of Being SAHM

woke up as early as 615a.m
woa.. kt shah alam pun tak macam ni. sebab takde mama. haha
ingat nak sambung tido after subuh prayer
but my eyes didn't do justice for me.
heck, mata tak mahu lelap!

pagi2 tengok view depan rumah, oh my goodness
memang heaven! sejuk.. bbrrrr
birds chirping, mist all over the rooftop. nicely done :)

mandi manda around 830a.m
mama was nowhere to be found
amik students' exam paper katanya.
so did the-most-kedekut-person-in-the-world abg. fir
going to work, i bet.

kemas2 hall and bukak radio
yeah, it's time for music out loud :)
ingatkan da settle
terlupa rumah ada dua hall. shait.
continue sweeping..
pi pulak ke dapur.
pun bersepah T_T
kata ni dry kitchen.. knapa ada pinggan mangkuk yang sikit lagi tahap menara pisa?
adik-beradik jantan aku ni bukan tahu nak basuh pinggan.
tapi, takpela
nurul tetap sayang korang gak.
haha. jum arm-wrestling lagi malam ni! padan muka kalah ;P

siap kat dapur, pi kat belakang pulak.
satu lagi dapur. pun.......
ada pinggan mangkuk jugak.
aaaaaa.... nak menangis la macam ni!
penat!
takpe la, nanti kesian mama balik serabut tengok rumah sepah
kemasla jugak dapur ni.

darn, it's 1130. baju da basah peluh
baik tak payah mandi dulu tadi. huhu
abg posmen comel mata sepet datang.
alamak macam mana ni.. imej beb! imej! haha
pedulik la. macam bibik pun biarlah.
amik surat sambil sengih kerang busuk

afterwards,
kasi ikan, ayam, kura-kura, kucing sebelah rumah makan
anjing rumah yang lagi sebelah tak payah la kut. hahaa
diri sendiri pun tak makan lagi ni
darn, it's noon already
lunch tak siap lagi

oke la, jum ke dapur plak
ade ayam, kangkung, eggs dalam fridge
potong2 bawang, kentang, cari belacan if there's any
gotcha!
1 hour later, wujud lah ayam masak kicap, kangkung goreng belacan, telur dadar
selesai! :)

mama's coming back home.
makan sama2, mama rushed pulak nak pegi sekolah.
kesian mama.
and i'm all alone. again
routine setiap kali cuti sem. haha
cepatla weekends! abah, rindu! adik, minggu ni mesti kena balik tau! akak da ada kat rumah ni! hehe.
yes, we are weekend family where everybody's home only on weekends :)

2.00pm
what? already 2.00 in the evening?
ok2, time for zohor performance.
cepat, kejap lagi nak kluar jumpa member.
kena mop lantai dulu.
huhu. penatnye.
no, mesti kena cakap fun.
buat kerja kena ikhlas :)

3.30pm, hang out sekejap dengan member. minum2
i'm back! 5pm
owh, siram poko pulak
rumah adelah macam taman.
tak percaya mari datang.
siram pokok sangat lama.
kalau ala kadar punye siram pun, almost 1 hour jugak tau!
6pm,
kasi ikan, ayam, kura-kura makan.
mandi. sambil cuci bilik air. bekerja sambil mandi.

aaaa.. sangat penat jadi stay-at-home mother.
oke la, stay-at-home lady la kan. haha
ni belum kahwin lagi
ada babies lagi
dengan career lagi
mana nak spend masa dengan husband
nak curik masa untuk masak
check homework anak-anak
bawak anak-anak beriadah
tolong iron baju husband lagi
pegi sekolah anak untuk sign report card lagi
penat kan? kan?

kesian mama.
takpe la, aku penat sekejap. sebulan je pun
mama jaga aku dari baby yang tak pandai cuci poo sendiri
sampai la da tua bangka ni ha
sikit pun tak merungut :)



mama, i heart you!
muah untuk pn. normadiah othman :)

Friday, November 13, 2009

It Sure Feels Better If I Just Smile :)

i have the sense of liking.
but i know i couldn't
and i SHOULD NOT have that indescribable thought of liking at the very first place.

yeah, i try to get rid of this.
i will hardly try to get over this.
i will just show a big BIG grin and get my life going on.


=)


random: ini entry utk diri sendiri. nak menjerit, malu. nak cerita kat besties, segan. kat blog jelah yang mampu. huhu




Tuesday, November 10, 2009

From Facebook To Blog

I've been tagged from asz n safwan in facebook
but i prefer not to write the tag note in my facebook.
xpasal2 nanti penuh notifications aku kat facebook. haha rimas.
so, here's the tag note

A - Age
> 21

B - Bed size
> queen.

C - Chore you hate
> i like doing house chores. tanak percaya sudeyh. haha

D- Dog's name
> none.

E - Essential start-your-day item?
> cell phone. pukul berapa sekarang? pukul berapa sekarang?

F - Favorite color
> forever green :)

G - Gold or Silver
> silver

H - Height
> tinggi

I - Instruments you play
> drum in my mom's cell phone

J - Job title
> Student still.

K- Kid(s)
> 2 would be enough for me. but i'm fine with adopting children in my family. the more the merrier :)

L - Living arrangements?
> freestyle

M- Mum's name
> err, i doubt this question.

N - Nicknames
> uyun, nurul, nik, jack, nuyu, ain, j.lo, yayang. most of all, i prefer people calling me nurul. sekian

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth
> never. but it sounds cool to me. must experience this once. hehee

P - People you love
> lord, parents, shundut and shintul, louis, friends, mates.

Q - Quote from a movie
> "a strong man stands up himself!" (banyard- yer, aku memang suka tengok cartoon. bakal kekasih, harap maklum)

R - Right or left handed
> Right handed

S- Siblings
> 4 altogether. all together :)

T - Time you wake up
> when my eyes open up.

U- Underwear
> guess what i'm wearing under. haha

V - Vegetable you dislike
> none. veges are yummeh!!!

W - What makes you run late
> internet. haish.

X - rays you've had
> ray ban sunglass. haha

Y- Yummy food you make
> everything, i must say. (gila takabur aku!. haha)

Z- Zombies are attacking, what do you do?
> who cares? zombie jalan lambat. kena tiup angin pun boleh jatuh. hahaaa


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RULES :
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. pencinta haiwan. siapa mahu jadi kekasih, tolong hadiah kan saya haiwan di hari jadi saya. oke?

2. hitam itu menawan? yela2 saya percaya jela. heh

3. senang moody. within one second, aku boleh bertukar dari gelak kepada menangis. tapi itu airmata gembira. hahaa

4. sangat tidak memilih bab2 makanan. dah kata sang bedal :)

5. sangat potpet2 bila bercakap. terima kasih geng! gigih korang dengar aku cerita kan. hehee :)

6. owh, tapi kalau borak dengan crush, serta-merta jadi pendiam pemalu yaaww, pastu keje nye sengih2 aje. benci!!! ini sangat ironi.

7. saya takut kahwin.

8. saya tak suka orang kasi saya bunga. bagi saya, mereka pembunuh alam sekitar. huh.

9. saya setuju dengan safwan. saya boleh hidup dengan tak buat apa2. haha gila kan.

10. saya tak minat boardgames. saya rasa, permainan tu hanya sesuai main waktu hujan yang kita kena duduk kat rumah sebab takde benda nak buat kat luar sahaja.

11. saya rasa saya penyayang dan good listener. eceh2.

12. saya anti adik saya masa kecik2. dia ada compulsive disorder. berselisih bahu dengan dia pun terus nak tukar pakai baju lain. pegang tombol pintu dia pun terus nak lap tombol pintu pakai dettol. dia gila! tapi itu dulu la. and, sekarang kami kawan baik :)

13. my mom's cook is the best in the whole world! oke fine, semua orang pun akan cakap mak mereka macam tu jugak.

14. saya selalu ada masalah dengan lelaki berjanggut. mereka buat saya leka dan melupakan kerja2 yang saya tengah buat. sampailah mereka hilang dari pandangan. wtf??~

15. huh? baru num. 15 ke? aaa... banyak lagi la ni :(

16. kalau assignment, saya rasa saya lebih suka group work. sebabnya, kalau individual work, i tend to procrastinate la. kalau group work, saya comitted sikit, yela takut affect markah group member nanti. baik kan saya? haha

17. saya selalu lupa nak toleh kalau orang panggil saya ain. jadi, panggil saya nurul ok?

18. saya selalu homesick. tapi bila sampai rumah, saya selalu rindu kawan2. kenapa rumah saya bukan kat sebelah university saya? kan senang macam tu. haih

19. saya suka bau baby. sangat suka.

20. saya tak percaya backstabber boleh berubah menjadi baik. once a backstabber, forever a backstabber.

21. saya akan ke kedai yang service nya adelah tiptop walaupun product nya kurang tiptop.

22. burger king lebih best daripada mcdonalds. percayalah.

23. ha, nandos juga jauh lebih marvelous daripada kenny rogers. kalau korang cakap iya, kite boleh geng!! :)

24. bagi saya, ombak degil. pantai selau buat jahat dengan dia, kasi dia terhempas. tapi dia masih degil nak datang kat pantai.

25. akhirnya, sampai jugak num 25. hehe :)

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Self-proclaiming


"two ears, one mouth
listen more, talk less"






Thursday, November 5, 2009

The Time is Not Yet Coming

baru dpt call dr Cinoo, my twin.
mengadu.. baru break up ngan si jahanam tu.
tula degil, dulu kita cakap dia tu memang jahanam. tapi kan awak tak mau pcaya kita.
sampai awak buang kita, cakap kita takda hak nak halang awak nak brcinta dengan sapa2 pun.
alasan? sebab kita takda boifren. tak faham, tak tahu macam mana rasa disayangi dan menyayangi.
kita diam aje. tersentap tidak. amik hati pun tidak.
salahkan iklan fair and lovely yang selalu portray orang putih cantik dan kurus sahaja layak untuk ada boifren pun tidak.
love is blind as always. takpe kita faham tu.
and kita masih gedik amik tau hal awak kan? sbab awak adik kembar kita. tetap.

kita tanya, why break up?
awak keje nye asik nangis, nangis, nangis aje.. cuba jangan lemah boleh tak!
oh come on, rugi gile nangis sebab lelaki.
oke fine. kita slow talk ngan awak.
later on, baru awak cerita yang si jahanam tu pasang dua.
dan lagi, awak rasa macam nak kebumikan dia hidup2 bila dia dengan selamba tayang orang baru tu betul2 depan muka awak.
dan lagi, awak rasa macam kena tanam hidup2 bila si jahanam tu sedang brcinta ngan seorang lelaki. sekarang.
yes, awak sambung menangis sebab awak kalah dengan seorg lelaki.
tak pasal2 kita pun menangis sama. fark btul ah.
si jahanam tu. bukan awak.
dan kita serious tak tau nak console awak mcm mane. kita sorry sgt.
nanti kita datang kat awak, okey? kita janji!
tunggu paper kita habis tau Cinoo.

cubit peha kiri, peha kanan pun terasa.
dahla, sekarang terasa macam nak jadi anti-lelaki.
tapi tau, tak boleh kan.
hawa memang berasal dari tulang rusuk adam.
cuba brterima kasih sikit kitorg sanggup, sudi nak tolong pegangkn tulang rusuk kau.
tanpa sebarang syarat. tanpa sebarang pilihan.

tulang rusuk sape laa yang aku punyai sekarang ni.
ntah2 tuan nye dah meninggal.
sebab tu aku single. tsk.. tsk..
ah lantak. tak pernah kisah.
sebab aku sudah ada yang aku sayang.
lebih dari segala. apa2.



shundut and shintul dulu2. cumel sampai rasa nak awetkan jangan kasi kamu besar. tsk.. tsk..

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no more tempat cumel tu lagi for shundut and shintul. kasihan. anak mummy sudah gumuk ah sekarang. em takpela, nanti mummy try usha lagi tempat yg wayyyy cozier than this besen. oke? :)


mari2. kasi close-up sikit. say hye to shundut! ;)



introducing Louis, my very good listener who would always listen to my rumbling babbles at almost everytime. ngek ngek.



i love animals more than human being.
tolong jangan tanya kenapa. pretty please.






Jaw Dropped

oh-em-ji!! oh-em-ji!!
i'ts 2 in the morning
and im still here in front of mr.lappy
doing nothing.

haven't studied for my multicultural counseling yet
and not even remember where did i put the book.
the sound of penetrating water moving through the piping in the toilet somewhat makes me feel the goosebumps. ah shait!!
why on earth all the horror movies lingering all over my wall???
dark water? oh my. oh my.

lalalalala...~
let's pretend not to hear any of the sounds when im here all alone
at 2 a.m. yes, im with no one people :)
how to get rid of these spooky-ness?
oke think think think think think.


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these piccas would always work on me. ho yeah!!
taraaaa!!!

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Dare to be a Teacher? *please insert winking smiley here*

hey, ya!
i thought of sharing with you some sort of entertainment while you are finishing what is supposed to be finished at this moment. heh *pointing this to myself*
i've come across these pictures in my sister's facebook.
a friend of her has linked her student's test paper.
i gave out a long loong sigh upon seeing their so-called answers.

let pictures do the talking :)







how on earth did they come out with such answers?
some of them were quite smart, weren't they? ahaha
its a test paper after all..
as we are exam-oriented, everything need to follow the syllabus and whatnot.

teachers wannabe, be ready to face such things! let's rock the students :)